August 2011
4 posts
Fuck you wellington rd and stud road lights. If you give me a fine for going through 2microseconds after you turned YELLOW, not red, I will crack the shits, cry, then get my dad to take the points.
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July 2011
1 post
The sheer anger and disgust that fills me everytime I see you is like acid eating away at my life. If I don’t get away soon it will eventually kill me, not in a literal sense, just in a way that destroys any chance of me ever being truly happy.
June 2011
1 post
The next eight months...
It was just a few weeks ago, at a maroon 5 concert, that I found myself saying to a friend “I’m so disappointed. I have nothing to look forward to after this.” I’m so amazed how things change, I cannot even remember when I last felt even half this good. Don’t get me wrong, my life’s not perfect, but for once I feel like it could be. Sometime in the near future...
January 2011
1 post
silence
for all the times ive been there for ALL OF YOU. i really am dissappointed in the absolute silence ive heard from you all in the last week. especially knowing what i had to go through. i honestly feel like ive done something to hurt you. god knows what it is but if youre not even giving me a chance to defend myself then youre not who i thought you were, and i guess im right back where i was 2...
October 2010
1 post
Litesalt
So litesalt is my brother, Troy’s, band and right now I’m at the revolver supporting yet another one of their gigs. Ive been to probably about 20 of their gigs but everytime, no one else in our family comes. Like, I know you may not like this kind of music but tonight i saw another bands entire family, including 50year old parents come out and support their kid. AND they played screamo...
August 2010
3 posts
So last night was my cousins 21st birthday. just another standard function, with the standard bunch of people, only this was different for me. this was a reminder of what i dont have and maybe never will. 2 best friends who have been there through EVERYTHING with me, a whole bunch of other friends that know the ins and outs of the last 5 years of my life, a loving family who supported every choice...
twitter added back to my blog
Just in case anyone cared (or reads this for that matter) - which I doubt
Girl interrupted
Have you ever been cut off mid-sentence? Or been telling a story to someone and next thing you know they’re telling their own story? Or have you ever been asked a question, to which you actually wanted to answer, but you were never given a chance? Let’s face it, we all have at one point or another, and therefore we have all felt the loneliness and disappointment that comes with it. The past week...
July 2010
1 post
Death on your birthday
Has someone in you family or someone close to them died on your birthday? It’s happened to us twice now. My cousins grandpa died on my birthday and now my uncle died today, which is my brothers birthday. It really does suck ass and your birthday will never be the same again. You’ll never wanna celebrate because you know that the day is painful for some that you love. You feel guilty...
May 2010
3 posts
Been in a realt shit mood lately and I don’t know why. Uni is really stressing me out and I still don’t know where this degree is taking me and I just can’t be bothered. If I still had my motorbike I’d go for a nice long cruise and everything would be fine. Damn I miss it.
So I was on an errand to get dinner and icecream for tomorrow when, while at the store, I get a glimpse of about 4 couples all happy and what not and also a group of 5 young girls possibly drunk, having a good time. I couldn’t help but think that I should be one of those people. Especially on a Saturday night. What am I doing wrong that I don’t have that? I have the legs and body of a...
Interesting fact. Of my minimum posts I think a quarter ave been while waiting for food at nandos. Interesting. Can’t believe I only started eating there last year!! Oh what I missed
April 2010
22 posts
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So when I told you about my accident I was looking for sympathy, understanding, advise and respect. Instead you look to the evils of the world, suggest I give up the only freedom you let me have and offer no respect at all. When eventually I have the finance and opportunity to cut you out of my life, I’ll look back on this and not miss you at all
4 years
So 4 years ago I handed in my resume at two stores, one of which offered me a job. At the time I was in year 10 of highschool and from this point things haven’t changed. I excelled at both my job and school. Both of which required a whole heap of my time. Throughout the rest of highschool I continued to grow in my job and being offered a management position as soon as I was 18. I defferred...
letting you go
so im almost 20 and in my second year of uni. in highschool i had this best friend- we were like personality twins - though clear physical differences. we were quite a pair. totally unexpected but very symbiotic. anyway, maybe i was a bit more outgoing but that wasnt hard to accomplish with her. so she and i were attached at the most part. in highschool we werent the party, go out, hang out kinda...
“Today is gonna be a good day”
“Get out of my face, get out of my sight, get out of my head and give me back my...”
– Saving Abel
Me and my heart, we got issues
Lover without the L. It’s just over
I hope it was everything you wanted
uni
oh my god, im totally gonna fail uni. its just ridiculous how much work i need to do and i dont think i can even do it….considering dropping out or deffering. after all uni is the only reason i am still living at home and staying in a shitty job…its something i want though. and something i deserve and it would be a waste if i didnt finish it. and from the posts of MYBIGGESTREGRET, i...
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So rush is probably about to start but I seriously ceebs doing anything. I’ll just let my staff handle it.
Oh my god. I’m dying at work. Stupid 7am stocktake where I was alone in the store hearing strange noises. On top of that my neck is fucked, I feel like i’m gonna collapse and i’m supposed to go out tonight. Fuck
Pretty much the only reason I left my room today was to make coffee x2 and get dinner.
So I haven’t talked to basically anyone today. Although to think about it is kinda sad but being in my head is what I’m used to. All I need is music and I’m good to go. Being 19 and like this cannot be healthy. Thi is starting to not make sense isn’t it. Oh well. This is why I don’t talk. Tim to play some bass or clean my room. Either one. Kinda sad on my Saturday...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tzzr7RbzUTs
Doing a bit of harmonizing to American Honey - Lady Antebellum
ok lets see if this posts to twitter now
wooo hoo.win. it didnt post
Oh god. Gotta love new survivor.
So, I created this thing so that a) I could say things and no one I knew would see them b) twitter character limit was fucking annoying c) talking to myself was starting to freak me out d) the person I usually talk to is being a dick e) I was bored f) it’s probably more healthy g) I wanted to know if theyre really were other people out there who felt or were going through the same thing h)...
How does this thing work anyways
So I decided that my thoughts should have a voice willing to speak them and this is what I found. Enjoy